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Remember the old Betchy? The one that got obsessed with a guy for about 2 weeks then declared him an arsehole and swore of men until 3 days later when the next one came along? Well that Betchy got far more comments on her entries than this one. So this leads me to believe theres only one thing I can do. I have to dump Stan and go back to having a different guy every week. Clearly. Because theres nothing more depressing than not getting many comments.

I'm clearly lying. I wouldnt dump Stan for all the tea in China (not that I'm a particularly big tea drinker anyway). But it does make me wonder if I'm boring now? And after looking at some of my old entries, I can see why my diary was quite gripping there for a while. I had loads of readers back then. My single girl tales were quite legendary. Remember my Fat Slut Chronicles? New readers you can check them out here and here. They were such fun to write!!! But at the same time I had people telling me that all they wanted was for me to settle down with someone that made me happy. And now I have. Sometimes I just look at Stan and I get butterflies in my tummy. Thats after more than a year together. I think he's the most gorgeous thing on two legs. I want to kiss him and cuddle him all the time (apart from when he winds me up, because then I just want to strangle him). But I understand that that does not make interseting reading.

Remember the many men that you have been here for me through? First there was Fenton. Lets be honest I was pretty obsessed with Fenton during the early days of my diary. this is just one example of a list of many Fenton-based entries. I dont see much of him these days, but he's still around. He's doing quite well for himself from what I can gather, and I still recieve the odd text, but its kind of weird to think I ever fancied him. Especially in such a stupid giggly schoolgirl way.

There was also Mallen. He's now a really really good friend. Again I cant believe I ever fancied him. Especially not after the whole nipple infecting thing. Its worth clicking on that link, BELIEVE me. there have been so many men in the last three years alone (since I've been on d-land), Silver Fox, Jonah, Davie. And they are just a few. I'm not sure what my point is really here. I think I maybe just felt like a bit of a trip down memory lane. But really I just need to mention these old flames to put into context just how much I love Stan. And how happy I am. And as much as I miss that fat slut that I used to be, nothing could make me swap what I have now for what I had then. Apart from my own flat and a really good job where I only had to work 37 hours a week as opposed to 60. And my cats. And decent money. And every weekend off. I just meant man-wise. I've got the only man i need.

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