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i refused point blank to talk about the Joey/Matt/Andy luuurve triangle yesterday, but dammit, its quite interesting, so i will have to fill you all in.

on Friday night me and Joey stayed in and got drunk. Andy went out, and Matt came round to bring us some money he owed us, then he went out aswell. we had a right laugh indoors, but at about 2am (ish) Matt phoned Joey (he really is the most pathetic little boy i have ever met in my entire life) telling tales on Andy because Andy had Matt kicked out of Senoritas. i found this highly amusing, but Joey was cross with Andy because she had asked him to leave Matt alone as Matt had done nothing wrong. it might be me being nasty but i think just him breathing is wrong. every time he speaks its wrong. he is just wrong. a wrong person that should never be allowed out in public, he should just be allowed to slime away under houses, and be fed from scraps that fall out of peoples bins. but then i dont like him and i'm not shagging him, so i might be a little biased. and also, asking Andy to leave something is like dangling a bloody carcus in front of a Great White and then saying "leave it". it wont happen!

So anyway, it got to Saturday and we tried to call Andy because we said we would watch the football with him. his phone was turned off. we were trying all day and all night and it was turned off the whole time, which struck us as really strange, but we couldnt do much about it. we even saw Smallen and asked if he knew where Andy was, but he just said he was meeting him later.

well. yesterday morning Andy rang Joey and now we know what happened. now please tell me, when i tell you this story, doesnt Matt just sound like the biggest pussy ever? he isnt a real man. i'm not saying you have to be violent to be a real man, but at least fight your own battles for fucks sake!

What happened was. Andy was in Senoritas with Smallen, Smallens brother and a few other guys, because it was someones birthday and they all went out. Matt was also in Senoritas but on the other side (Senoritas is quite big). Matt being the dick-spack that he is, thought he was really hard because he was out with a few of his "Bournville Boys" (people in the Uk may have heard of the notorious "Bournville Estate" in Weston. for those of you who havent, think "Cabrini Green" or "The Ghetto" and you get some idea). Matt is a Bounville Boy himself, but unfortunately for him, when he was growing up he seemed to miss all the self defence lessons that went on. the man is the biggest wimp i have ever had the misfortune to come across. so Matt, fuelled by alcohol and the fact that he had "friends" with him, decided to be all cocky, and stand around pointing Andy out to his "Mates". Andy, not being the most calm or serene man i have ever come across, quite understandably went over and started kicking off, at which point the bouncer (also a friend of Andys) came over, saw that Matt was winding Andy up, and threw Matt out of Senoritas. which was when Matt phoned Joey saying Andy had gotten him chucked out, when clearly he got himself chucked out by being a complete arse-head.

anyway, when Andy left not long after, two blokes started on him out of nowhere. he had no idea who they were, had never seen them before or anything, but they tried to take Andy on. to be fair, Andy was only sticking up for himself (because he can fight his own battles unlike Matt who has to get other people to do it for him), but the police then pulled up, saw them fighting, and Andy got arrested and thrown in the cells, which is where he was when we were trying to call him all weekend. Andy is convinced that the guys who started on him were something to do with Matt and i am inclined to agree. it seems a bit strange that it would happen straight after Matt was chucked out, and was pointing Andy out to his "Friends".

anyway, Joey is torn and doesnt know what to do now. she likes them both. i think she shouldnt see either of them for a week, and whoever she thinks about more is obviously who she wants to be with. Sean (not usually known for his pearls of wisdom) made an EXTREMELY good point on saturday however, when he said "obviously neither of them are The One, otherwise you wouldnt have a problem". which i thought was an excellent point, well made.

in Becky's own news, there has been no developement on the Gaz front. i keep trying to leave it but i cant. i can feel myself turning into a stalker (except i live nowhere near him, and dont know his address, or even where he works). i rang last night and got no answer, and then i text him. JUST LEAVE IT BECKY! HE OBVIOUSLY WANTS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU! DEAL WITH IT!!!!

also yesterday, oooooh Silver Fox really pissed me off! he came into work, and was stood outside my booth, but i had a customer, so just waved at him. then i didnt see where he went so i assumed he just came into my work for his own reasons and then left. when my customer went, Fent came in and said could he come to lunch with me so we could chat (everything sorted now), so i went downstairs and met Fent. i text Silver Fox when i got back to work and said "Hello you, thought you might've popped in and said hi" to which i got this shitty response "I was going to, but you pissed off with Fent". hmmm. ok then. so i then tried to have a text convo with him, and i was getting really shitty one word answers back, and it was costing me credit, so itext him saying "you obviously cant really be arsed to talk, see ya later" which then provoked a reaction, because i got "Theres no need to be rude!" from him. so i then text him back saying "I'm not being rude, but its costing me credit to keep texting when you could say everything in one long text. i dont get 1000 free tetxs. i cant be arsed with this because i am tired and irritable." and i got no reply.

the thing is, i offered him round twice last week, and he made excuses both times. because he is an ex-alcoholic, he lives in a place called a dry house. Just in case you dont know how dry houses work i'll explain. after someone has been through re-hab for either alcohol addiction or drug addiction, no matter which one, they can be moved into a place called a dry house. now they have far more independance when in a dry house, they are allowed to manage their own money again, and they can go out unsupervised, but they must not touch any alcohol, or drugs. even if they were a drug addict and never had a problem with drink, they cannot touch anything at all.

anyway, Silver Fox lives in a dry house, and also Dave, the guy Emma was seeing, was in the same dry house. but Dave along with nearly all the other people in the house, got kicked out last week because they all went out drinking. Silver Fox said to me that he didnt want to go out of the house in case everybody thought he was up to the same sort of thing as everybody else, and he had to stay in to make sure things got sorted, blah blah blah. BOLLOCKS! if he wanted a shag that bad he would have come round. he stitched me up once, and turned me down twice. well he wont get the option again. he can go another 9 months without sex for all i care, its off the table with me now. yes it is.

but then he gets pissy because i went for lunch with Fent? WTF?

i need a shag.

i saw a woman i used to work with yesterday. really nice lady, Lizzie her name is. i used to have a right laugh with her. she went through bit of a bda time a few years ago, she lost her partner and her parents within quite a short space of time, and was off work with depression. anyway, she came into my work a few months back and seemed to be getting better, she had a new man and was hoping to go back to work.

anyway i saw her yesterday, and at first i didnt realise it was her, because she was so drunk sh was all over the place, and people were sort of pointing and staring. as i got closer i realised it was Lizzie, and i heard her shout "Hello you" i thought at first she was talking to me, but she wasnt.

She was talking to a pigeon.

i didnt know whether to laugh or cry.

i have such a huge pain in my left tit at the moment. i think i slept awkwardly last night.

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