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ok, so last week was emotionally and phyically draining for me. but also fun and fabulous at the same time.

only one of my sisters, Lucy, came in the end as Amy couldnt afford to. Lucy is stunning. and i mean STUNNING!! she is only 4 foot 11, but she has a gorgeous figure, and just has the sort of look that makes everyone just stop and stare at her. not just blokes, but birds too. she is just gorgeous. this doesnt cause me any problems. but she sometimes seems to think it does. we had a row one night because a guy was chatting to her in Senoritas, and i was pretty much sat on my own. she said i had a moody look on my face, which i did, but it was because there was a table full of customers next to me, one of whom had threatened to cut my tits off a few weeks before, and a foreign guy whose passport i had confiscated. not really the makings of a relaxing evening out.

Now because i wanted to go (and i swear it was for that reason only),when we got back she started on me and said that she thought i was jealous of people talking to her because she is thinner than me. she doesnt seem to understand that when people are fawning all over her i'm proud to say "thats my sister". she doesnt realise that even if i was the same size as her i still wouldnt have that certian something that she has. its not even to do with her size, its something else, something me and my other sister just dont have. if i was going to be jealous of anything it would be the fact that she can see my Dad anytime she wants, and that she lives nearer to the rest of my family and knows them all far better than i ever will. it wouldnt be over something as superficial as looks.

anyhoo, we got things sorted and i think she understands now. the rest of the time we were fine.

now. the big hoo-ha with Fento. he (along with everyone else in town) decided he really liked my sister. he has met her before, but this time he really "Felt a connection with her" (the guy is so full of shit sometimes). anyway, its easier to just re-enact the convo.

Fent: Beck i've got to tell you something

Me: whats that?

Fent: promise me you wont get the hump?

Me: well i dont know until you tell me

Fent: please Beck dont get the hump

Me: well i'll try not to

Fent: i really like your sister

Me: and?

Fent: well thats it. i really like her

Me: well what do you want me to do about it?

Fent: nothing

Me: so why would i have the hump?

Fent: well.....you know.....because, well its your sister isnt it?

Me: Marc, half of Weston is love with my sister. why would you liking her be any different from anyone else liking her?

Fent: because, i think she likes me too

(i had to stifle a laugh here)

Me: what makes you say that?

Fent: i just feel a real connection with her, you know?

Me: Listen, Marc if you want to try it with her, go ahead. but i can tell you now, i really dont think she likes you that way (what she had actually said previously was that he looks like an action man because his face looks drawn on) but if she does then i'm not going to stand in your way.

Fent: i'm not just after a shag from her you know.

Me: well i'm not being funny, but what are you after then? she's only here for a week. she lives miles away, and wont be here for another year after this week. what do you really think is going to come of it?

Fent: is she happy where she lives?

Me: even if she's not, she's not going to move here to be near you! she's only 17 Marc, you're 28!!!

Fent: i know but....

Me: look, like i said, if you two want to get it on, thats fine by me. it doesnt make any difference one way or the other to be honest. but i think you're going to be dissappointed. thats all.

so of course he gets my sis on her own later, tells her how he feels and gets shot down. like i knew he would. i knew my sister didnt like him like that. and i knew he was giving me lines about feeling a connection with her. Fenton can feel a connection with any girl thats a size ten or less.

but of course, he cant take it gracefully can he? no, of course not! because there is no way any woman can be immune to his charms, someone has to be blamed for this!!! guess who? thats right! me! the only reason Lucy wouldnt want to get it on with Fenton is because i fancy him and i have stopped her. clearly. but he wouldnt say this to my face. oh no. he says it to everyone else. and me like a mug carries on buying his drinks for him. (because thats the kind of friend i am)

well the next morning, i get told that he said all this. so when he phoned up asking if we wanted to meet him, i basically told him that me and him couldnt be friends if he couldnt get over this idea that i fancy him. do you know what he said to me? "Dont flatter yourself Beck!" how the hell is that flattering myself? can someone please explain that to me because i am beyond confused by that statement. anyway, then he hung up on me.

ten minutes later my phone rings again. now pay attention because it gets kind of complicated here.

it was Fent on the phone saying

"How do you expect me to think you dont fancy me, when i am sat here with Shelley who tells me she saw you the other day, and you were warning her off of me? how many other people have you done that with? for fucks sake!" and hung up the phone again.

now let me explain.

Shelley is a girl who i have known since i was 11. i went all through school with her. she has never been a close friend, more an accquaintance, but i have always gotten along with her fine. she got put in a Thai prison not long ago for smuggling drugs over, and when we were at school she used to tell lies all the time for attention. anyway, she had a baby 4 months ago, and since then she has seemed sorted.

when Em was staying with me the other week, she told me that Fent had shagged Shelley the night before. i sort of just said "Oh right" and thought no more of it, because Fent shags so many different girls, its not even news anymore.

well i bumped into Shelley a few days previous to all this and just to make conversation i said "Oh yeah i heard about you and Marc"

and she didnt know what i was talking about, and said nothing had happened, at which point i said that I may have gotten it wrong because i had only heard it on the grapevine. i didnt say who told me, and i tried to get him out of trouble by saying he hadnt told me directly. then the converstaion moved on.

so Shelley must have relayed this conversation to him and then added on the end that i was warning her off of him. which i wasnt.

anyway the long and the short of it is, i told him to get Shelley to come and face me and i would say to her face that she was lying, she wouldnt do it (which speaks volumes to me), and now he is shagging her and still not speaking to me. Happy Days.

in other news, Emmas got a new bloke called Dave, who has a mate called Nick, who i have been shagging (although he did piss me off by stitching me up last night). he is 30, a recovering alchy (i dont half pick 'em), but he has got a body to die for and a huge cock!!! basically he hadnt had sex for 9 months (until last Tuesday) and i obviously like a good no strings banging sesh every now and then, so we have been getting it on. he is sooooo good in bed. even when he finishes he will still fiddle and lick until i do (which is a rarity for me). we have agreed not to get emotionally involved which is good for both of us (although i felt very emotional last night when i thought i was going to get my rocks off and i got a text saying his mate had a problem and he had to go to some meeting with him)

he does say that my lips and eyes mesmerise him though!!

to be honest i am more interested in this guy i have met on another website who lives in Scotland. i will give details another time.

and the last bit of news is that Little Legs has run away. he went out last Thursday and he hasnt come back and i miss him so much!!! i know i have 4 others but he is my fave! Lisa said she saw him on Tuesday but she couldnt catch him, but i just want him home.........

and i am trying to keep up with you all....i promise
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