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i have finally got some questions to answer!!!!

Singlegirl would like to know several things (well at least someone is taking an interest in me!!)

what three things would you change about your physical appearance and what three things would you change about your inner self, and why?

well, my physical appearance i would change loads of things, but if i am being specific then here goes.

i would change my weight for sure. i know i make out that i dont care about it, and for the most part i dont because i made myself this way by eating too many pizza's, but there are times when i see a lovely dress or something, and i just know i would look hideous in it. my weight doesnt bother me that much, but if wishes are being granted thats one thing i would change.

the second thing i would change is my eyes. i would make them bigger, and blue, and make my eyelashes longer and thicker. my eyes are brown, but not even a really nice dark brown, they are just the most boring colour ever. so yes, i would give myself big blue eyes.

the third thing i would change is my legs. not just because they are like tree trunks, but because they are short aswell. i have always wanted nice long legs, but i havent got them. i always want to wear fuck me boots, but because i have such short stumpy legs, i cant. its very upsetting.

as for my inner self, well, i am practically perfect but i will give it a go.

i am really jealous. like insanely. to the point where, if a guy likes me and i am not interested, if he shows interest in someone else or vice versa, i will practically throw myself at him!!! Even things like if my friends go out and dont invite me i get really jealous, but i always make out that i dont care. which brings me to the next thing i would change.

i have real trouble showing my feelings. so even if i am insanely jealous i will make out i'm not, and then people just think i have got a major strop on for no reason. i have no problem telling someone if they have pissed me off, but i dont like people knowing when i have been upset. i dont like letting them know they can get to me. which is why i very rarely cry, even in private (i mean i havent cried since November for Gods sake, thats 5 months and i'm a girl!). i also have trouble telling guys when i like them for fear of rejection. sometimes i think it would be better if i could tell people when they have upset me, rather than just getting angry at them and myself.

the last thing i would change about myself is i wish i was better with money. when i have got it, i tend to share it around and buy loads of crap, and then i am skint and have to borrow, so when i get paid again i have to pay it all out!!! thats not really an inner self thing tough is it so ignore that one.

ok. i hate admitting this but its the last thing. i wish i were stronger when it comes to sex. i really do. i have real trouble turning it down. and not for some underlying reason like "it makes me feel wanted" or "i need the attention" it is because, i am well and truly, a slut. i love sex. i want it all the time. i am constantly horny, and cant imagine ever not being in the mood for sex. the only people i can say no to are the people that i know are completely abismal in bed, or people that i find completely minging. i love it. hence the reason i got a name for myself. i'm not as bad now as i used to be, but i still love a good banging. (but i have never ever cheated on anybody, so i'm not all bad)

Singlegirl also would like to know what is the nicest thing i have ever done for someone else and the most horrible thing i have done to someone else. i guess you would have to ask my friends about the nicest thing, i cant really think of anything that fantastic, but when i was with my ex boyfriend Paul, his cat, Tia, went missing. she had been gone about two weeks, and Paul and his Mum and sister were missing her loads, but were too afraid to phone the RSPCA or anything in case she had been knocked down and killed. so i decided to take matters into my own tentacles. i rang the RSPCA, but i told myself if she had been killed i wouldnt tell them, i wouldnt even say i had rung. well it turned out she had been knocked down, but only had a slight injury to het leg and had been taken to an animal sanctuary about 5 miles away. i tried everybody i knew to try and get someone to take me there because i didnt drive, but no-one could, so i got a txi there. then, when i got there, i identified Tia, then got told before i could take her i would have to pay the fee's for her operation, and for two weeks of staying at the santuary. that cost me a fair bit. then the taxi there and back with the waiting fee cost a bomb. it ended up costing me about £200 in total, but i didnt care because Paul was so suprised, and happy to see her that it didnt even matter. so i think that was quite nice.

the most horrible thing i have done was probably the other week when i said nasty stuff about Lisa, just because i was being jealous. then again sleeping with Jason for 2 years behind Jody's back was pretty nasty. but its not like she was one of my friends. i dont ever do horrible things to my friends and family.

Onewetleg also had some questions

1. what is your favorite scent. not like perfum, but what smell do you like the most?

right, well i guess my fave smell would have to be the smell you get when you walk past a chinese restaurant. that garlicy yummy smell that makes me instantly hungry. i walk past one every lunchtime and i always want to go for lunch in there!!!

i also love the small of familiar people. you know when a special friend, or an ex-boyfriend, or your Mum gives you a hug, and everyone has their own personal smell, and if its someoone special to you that smell makes you feel safe.

2. When you rub your eyes really hard what do you see?

Well JJ, thank you for effectively ruining my eyes make up!!!

first of all i see what looks the sky on a clear night, black with lots of silver dots. then that goes and its like a silvery swirly pattern. then when i open them properly again i get lots of little white lights in front of my eyes. Groovey gravy. baby.

3. if you had to choose for the rest of your life, would you choose to have your shoes a little bit loose or a little bit tight?

well i wear my shoes a little bit loose anyway. so i would have to say loose.

goingloopy had questions, but i dont know if she actually wanted them answered. but i will give it a go.

why am i this wasted?

i am guessing, Loopy, that you are that wasted because of the amount you drank. if you only drank a little but, then perhaps you didnt eat enough before you went out. a good way to avaid that in the future, rather than not drinking alcohol at all, is to drink a pint of milk before you go out.

why are men such wankers?

ah, the age old question i myself have uttered many a time and have never found the answer to. well heres the answer. because they just are.

well i thouroughly enjoyed question time. i wish more of you had asked me stuff. but if you do want to i will do another question entry if i get a response. i am usually stuck for words by mid-week. so leave questions in the comments.

tomorrow i will tell you all about my weekend. i did something i really really shouldnt have done. really really. and i heard from Mallen......

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