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here it is, the long awaited list. i am slightly premature in this entry, and although i promised one last week, it decided to delete itself. how upsetting.

so here it is, everything you need to know..........enjoy!

BASICS

1. my full name is rebecca elizabeth tomkins

2. i am 22 years old.

3. my birthday is 16/11/81

4. i have three cats who i love.

5. they are called little legs, moo moo and loobi-loo. i know no-one else with these names for their cats.

6. i have three sisters.

SERIOUS STUFF

7. i used to have an eating disorder. when i was 14 i was so badly bulimic, i went down to 5 1/2 stone and was in hospital for a long time.

8. i used to self harm. my arms are covered in scars. i dont anymore.

9. i once took an overdose. it was during the time of my eating disorder. i was very ill, and am never allowed to take paracetemol ever again.

10. when i was 16 my boyfriend locked me in his bedroom for 3 days while his parents were away. he gave me no reason why.

11. i am unable to have children following a terrible miscarriage a year and a half ago. if i ever concieve it will be nothing short of a miracle.

12. my mum and dad split up when i was 5.

13. my mum hates it that i adore my dad so much, because he beat her. but i cant help it, he is my dad.

DIRTY STUFF (if you are easily offended skip this bit)

14. i have slept with 31 people. i can name every single one of them, including surnames.

15. three of them are brothers (dean, jason and wizz)

16. i used to be a slapper.

17. i stopped being a slapper when i was with a guy in a mens public toilet, and i saw "if you want sex call..." with my phone number underneath.

18. i have an incredibly high sex drive.

19. but i havent had it since 12th june.

20. which is probably why i masturbate too much.

21. and i realise that is way too much info!!!

22. my fave position is missionary.

23. i absolutely love giving head.

24. and recieving it!!!

25. i have never had sex with a woman.

26. i would not, however rule it out.

27. i have kissed 5 women though.

28. an ex once dared me to put a bottle where the sun doesnt shine. and i did. i wouldnt recommend it.

29. i once had a threesome with 2 guys, but only actually had sex with one of them. the other just did other stuff to me. it was very nice.

30. one of my exes had a ten and a half inch penis, but to look at him you would think he was probably below average. i had some fun with that!!

NOT THAT INTERESTING STUFF

31. i absolutely love music, and have over 300 c.ds.

32. i am addicted to big brother.

33. i am a social butterfly. i love going out.

34. i totally love my job.

35. i drink a lot of alcohol.

36. i have been on a diet for seven weeks.

PERSONAL STUFF

37. i have gone down from a size 18 to a size 16.

38. i have always had issues with my weight.

39. when i was 19 i was at my best weight of 9 stone.

40. i then met my ex ex ex and put on 5 stone in 3 years.

41. i have been in love twice. (with 2 of the brothers jason and wizz)

42. they both broke my heart.

43. everything i have been through has made me a stronger person.

44. i very rarely cry. i save my tears for important things.

45. i very rarely lose my temper.

46. i have only ever hit two people in my life.

47. if i do lose my temper, take cover!!!

ALL OTHER STUFF. YOU MIGHT CALL IT MISCELLANEOUS.

48. if i drink gin i get very nasty for no particualar reason.

49. i absolutely love care bears.

50. my fave care bear is good luck bear.

51. i also love pokemon.

52. and many other childrens things.

53. and have i mentioned that i am 22??

54. the first diary i read on diary land was beautyx3

55. the newest addition to my buddy list is juddhole

56. i absolutely love pizza.

57. and chinese food.

58. but cant have either because of aforementioned diet.

59. when i was younger i used to have a real thing about ricki lake and would tape every show.

60. and i always wanted to go to new york to try and meet her.

61. i have still never been to new york.

62. i call all dogs, regardless of age, shape, or size, "pup".

63. i am very popular and have loads of friends.

64. the reason for this is that i am very loyal, and would do anything for them.

65. however, cross me and you will punished for 100 years.

66. when i was born, my dad went out and bought me a red bike. i could not ride it until i was 5.

67. up until the day i was born I was going to be called jolene after the dolly parton song.

68. i have been to michael jackson in concert 3 times, the spice girls once, and the backstreet boys once.

69. when i was about 15 people used to say i looked like sporty spice.

70. i first watched michael jackson's thriller video when i was three and i was petrified. but only of the bit where he turns into the werewolf.

71. i love michael jackson.

72. i havent worn a pair of jeans in 3 years.

73. i love being cuddled. by anybody.

74. i have hundreds of sweet valley high books, some are first editions. i bought my first one when i was 9 and i still read them now.

75. heroin addiction fascinates me since i have worked at my job. trainspotting is my fave film, and junk, by melvyn burgess is my fave book.

76. i love porn.

77. i own a vibrator - but its crap.

78. i am only five foot two.

79. i used to have a dog named butch. i had him from the ages of 5 - 18. i was so upset when he was put down i had to have a week off work.

80. i never ever want to get married.

81. i love being single.

82. i am terrible if i fancy someone, i always end up befriending them.

83. i adore photographs, and have hundreds in frames all over my flat, and even more in albums.

84. my name badge for work is cerise pink, with a green rectangle that says "jobcentreplus" in it.

85. i dont know why i thought that would be a good one to include.

86. i got voted friendliest in my school year book.

87. when i left school i also got an award that was called "pupil who has contributed most to the life of the school".

88. i loved school.

89. freddie mercury was born and bred in feltham where i am from.

90. i call my mobile phone beryl.

91. me and my sisters compare everyone to numbers. i look like a 9. fenton looks like a 4. no-one else understands how we can do this.

92. i call my mum cliff, on account of her facial hair. she does know that i call her this and responds when i call her it.

93. my favourite name for a girl is madison.

94. i dont have a fave boys name.

95. i have a bag that is covered in pictures of marilyn monroe.

96. my fave colour is pink.

97. despite being fat, i have an ok face.

98. it upsets me that i am not talking to lisa. but i would never tell her that.

99. my grandparents are the best in the worls, and i love them. the thought of them dying scares the hell out of me.

100. my fave teacher at school was called miss hetenyi. but no-one liked her so i pretended mr thorley was my fave.

101. looks like i'm done!!!!!!!

anyone got anything in common with me?

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